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[June 19th, 2006 @ 12:58am] |
i was in the process of making all my entries friends-only for my own sake, but i decided to make a new journal all together. i figure this one is filled will all painful memories that i just want to overall escape.
so ask to be added. this one is top secret, suckas.
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[May 15th, 2005 @ 7:17pm] |
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sooo sick right now.
on friday, i worked from 3 until 6. got two cakes there. one from kacie, and one from mcdonalds. =) friday night, david and i went to see some movie with christian slater in it, but apparently it's not out, so we saw kicking and screaming instead. it was a nice movie, and the entire time i kept leaning over and telling david how cute the little boy was. david spent the night.
saturday, woke up coughing up a lung. had cake and opened presents with my family. i got a lot of really nice things. then went to providence place so we could eat at the cheesecake factory. it was good, but overrated. bought a few things, then headed home. david spent the night again.
we were supposed to rearrange my room today, but i'm really sick, and we were both really tired. we watched family guy allll day. it was ridiculous.
tomorrow, i'm taking the day off of school and i'm going to get a new working permit (because donna is a cunt and took me off the entire schedule instead of giving me a few days to get it!) and my driving permit. my dad's talking about registering my car too. busy busy day.
i think too much.
i miss too much.
xox allie.
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[May 12th, 2005 @ 8:35pm] |
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don't you just love it when people call you out of NO WHERE and ask "who is this?" hi, you know who it is. you called me, and i'm pretty sure i haven't contacted you in the last few months so it's not like i was some random number in your cell phone's recent calls. and you weren't "looking for your sister" because that just doesn't make sense. try making a better excuse to talk to me, and if you finally think of that bright excuse, don't try making amends, because it's not going to work and our conversations will be "awkward".
this whole eye process took my entire afternoon! i spent an hour and a half at the eye doctors, then another hour and a half at the mall waiting for my glasses to be done. i'm stuck working on some stupid spanish project until late now. oh well.
xox allie.
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[May 11th, 2005 @ 3:18pm] |
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thank goodness this week is almost over! it's been so hectic. so much working, appointments, tons of school work. it's been completely overwelming, and i've spent everyday with david too because we're good at working around each other schedules now and communicating. yup. =)
i'm really looking forward to this weekend. movies on friday with david, cheesecake factory for my birthday with david, then being lazy on sunday, with guess who! david. i cannot believe i'm going to be 16. on monday, i get my permit.
i want to travel, and i have a possible oppurtunity to go to Spain next April. Sooo everyone donate money so i can have $1,800 by April. thanks. =)
xox allie.
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[May 7th, 2005 @ 11:22am] |
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today the lights went out at work. this should happen more often.
now i'm watching a christian slater movie (thank you, kaitlena. you're a doll). =) this is going to be such a relaxing day! i can tell already.
i love this weather. it makes me want to cuddle, but david's too cool for me on the weekends seems like. ohhh well.
xox allie.
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[May 6th, 2005 @ 9:57pm] |
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kaitlena and i are awesome at wiffleball. i love having her in my gym class.
i had work from 3 until 6 (by the way, i'm working TOO much this week. oh my god!), then hung out with dave and ben. we ended up picking kaitlena up too, and we all went for pizza, the mall (i purchased two shirts, and a skirt), and to dairy queen after. but dave and i are the only true fatties.
we dropped off kaitlena, ben puked all over himself, and i spent the rest of the night with them asleep, with my head outside the window in the pouring rain. i'm going to be a bad mom.
xox allie.
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[May 5th, 2005 @ 10:17pm] |
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so i might not even get my permit yet because of my queer eyes and not having any perscription for them yet. so stupid.
i've felt so stressed these last few days. isn't school supposed to be less stressful at the end of the year? i'm probably going to fail biology this term. i've gone down a letter grade each term. i haven't even thought about my film final yet.
pretty lousy day if i do say so myself. lots of trying to catch up with work and stuff. but it was nice of dave to stop by again after practice. he's cute. i was happy to see him. =)
xox allie
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| 440; "allie, stop bringing weapons to school!" |
[May 4th, 2005 @ 2:15pm] |
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last night, dave took me to alkaline trio. he's a sweetheart, and i always have the best time with him. even when we stand next to gay guys that look like "sonny" and almost get thrown up on. eww!
school went by remotely quick today. it has been that way for a few weeks now.
i'm so sick of everyone really, with of course, the exception of a few.
i really can't wait to graduate and move far, far away so i won't have to put up with retarded lying and unnecessary problems. i know it won't stop, but i just like to tell myself that it will.
i'll deal until then.
oh, and i'm developing a bad habit again. and i really miss spike today. =\
bye!
xox allie.
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[May 2nd, 2005 @ 9:18pm] |
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school went by so quickly today. dave came over after work, and we went to the mall to buy mother's day presents followed by the longhorn. so much food!
i out eat and out run david. =)
alkaline trio is tomorrow. i'm 'cited!
my birthday is in less than twelve days. i'm so scared to be 16.
i want a new digital camera (that's fast!) and the gilmore girls seasons on DVD.
oh yeah, and to work more and get money so i can go shopping!
and my mom is sorta a snob and it frustrates me.
xox allie.
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[April 30th, 2005 @ 2:57pm] |
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i love when my parents get all awkward out of no where. my mom called me last night at 12:30, asking where i was, like it was wicked late. then today, my mom demanded i tell her where i was. and both my parents start harassing me about why i didn't pick up my phone the 4586 times they called, when i didn't even know they called. "wouldn't it go to your voice mail though, allie? what's going on? what aren't you telling us?" oh my god. i hope this starts again.
work was wicked rushed, and it put me in the shittiest mood.
kaitlena came in, and saw me though. what a sweetheart.
i don't know, guys. i think too much.
it makes me hate. i do this to myself a lot, don't i?
xoxallie
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[April 29th, 2005 @ 2:28pm] |
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um, in the past few days, i've managed to walk in on some old guy peeing (which was scary considering he later on was telling me it was "alright" because i was "cute". he told me i should do it more often to the guys who go there and that'd give us more service. yikes!), get my nails done with fraggle, have cutes days with david, and fail my eye test. and today, kaitlena wrote "allie is sexy" in her household vs. manufacturing speech. HAH.
all-in-all, it hasn't been that bad of a week.
bikini wax soon, kaitlena!? haha.
xox allie.
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[April 26th, 2005 @ 2:39pm] |
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not cool at all.
just when you think when all the lying is over with. HAHAH
this has been and probably always will be a fucking JOKE.
xox allie
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[April 24th, 2005 @ 9:52pm] |
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i felt like i was going to die today. i had the worst stomach pains, and i was so sore. it hurt so bad to walk. this job is kicking my ass right now.
but i love it because kacie and i steal random shit. dog bones, happy meal toys. we're ridiculous.
after work, david came over and made me feel better. he's fun, i love him.
xox allie.
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| 434; "yeah, well, we don't tolerate sexual harrasment here." |
[April 23rd, 2005 @ 10:29pm] |
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this vacation has been kinda lousy, but oh well. what can you do?
last night was crooks. it was a good time. we all went to pepperoni's after, and i saw justin for the first time in god knows how long. a few of us went to some party after, until david started to die. spent the rest of the night talking to jefferson online, having a heart to heart and listening to kaitlena talk about dinasaur feet as she was half asleep.
work was kinda lame today. and i might make my confirmation next year.
very random (and maybe even stupid?) decision which was made today.
my mom took me to the mall after work to look at the bedset that i liked WHICH IS GONE FOREVER. that disappointed me, but she bought me a skirt so everything's alright.
i got home, slept until 7 and i've spent the rest of the night watching the gilmore girls.
at least the weather was nice today. =) i loved it!
i've been using livejournal for almost 5 years now. HAHA. i'm such a loser!
xox allie
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[April 22nd, 2005 @ 2:14pm] |
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they're telling me that i might need to get a root canal.
fuckin' a.
my face feels like a balloon.
i have the best luck when it comes to dental.
xox allie
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| 432; "are you sexually active?" |
[April 15th, 2005 @ 10:58pm] |
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i stayed home from school today because i had a dentist appointment for fillings, which by the way was terrific considering they didn't give enough time for the novacaine to kick in. ah, awesome people there.
i slept most of the day when i could have been doing more productive things, like clean my room or maybe work on the papers that were due today but never got done (or turned in!).
david came over for a bit, then we went to his house to meet up with Ben. Ben arrived, and we went to the longhorn for dinner. we saw everyone there. my uncle was nice enough to give us his buzzer so we didn't have to wait. =) they dropped me off to go to Roman's, and now i'm all alone on a friday night. yay!
i just found an ant on me, and now my entire body is itching me. oh my god, goodnight.
xox allie
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| 431;XMind Your NeckX: ilu4evaneva |
[April 13th, 2005 @ 8:04pm] |
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some people have the absolute worst judge of character.
it's all good though. because at least i know who i am and how to be myself.
i'd love to play along and all, but it's just not worth my time or frustration. thanks though!
i love how i said i was going to start posting more, but failed to do so. just in case anyone cares, everything has been great. i'm so happy with how things turn out. i love my boyfriend, i love my friends, and i love my family so much. if kate finally gives me the number, i might be working at some camp this summer in addition to mcdonalds too. two pay checks might be nice. =) AND my birthday is only in 31 more days. i can't believe i'm going to be 16. =\
david left an hour ago and i already miss him because all my pillows and my comforter smells like him.
that is all.
xox allie
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[January 27th, 2005 @ 12:00am] |
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so apparently there is this huge misunderstanding that is getting way out of hand for no reason. at first it was stressful because i knew what really happened and i don't enjoy it when people are just assuming things and not hearing anyone out or even checking up on the real thing, but now i just don't care because there is now lying involved, and that's stupid. i'll give it a few days until i try to talk things out because it's so silly. people are lashing out for absolutely no reason, but i guess i can't blame them. i do the same thing. :\ i just want to clear things up. no drama intended although i'm sure that's exactly what it'll turn into. ohh boy.
and i'm in such a positive mood right now because i had such an amazing morning <3, and it got better from there when i knew almost everything on my bio midterm that i didn't even study for! i'm a little concerned on the grade for spanish, but it's okay. i know i'm already passing that class.
it feels so amazing to be in love and to feel loved right back. never let me down, i love you more than anything! lessons learned. let's make this different this time around.
and i've been wearing the same pants for about a week straight. i bet you're jealous of what a slob i am. =p anddd i love horoscopes because they're always right.
and now i'm stepping out to lunch with kari, stephie, and lauren. yay for panera two days in a row! yay for being happy!
xox allie
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[February 24th, 2003 @ 4:41pm] |
Access denied.
I must not like you very much.
♥ Allie
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